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www.youtube.com/user/Chalkgoop I am a 16 year old, Caucasian, muslim girl who wants to become an actress and dancer ^w^ I would love to have an agent or manager :D that's what I am aiming for at the moment ^^

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Potluck ___ NT

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みってください  ^w^
→→→→→ www.youtube.com/user/Chalkgoop

I went to 2 potlucks O.O    I have to go on a diet T.T  any ideas or tips to help me XD

School is starting this Thursday >.<  I am glad that i get to see my friends but I am sad my summer is over

I am going to have a section called "Nostalgia Time" where I will just have some random memories of when i was younger XD  I want to look back at my blog and see what I was like and I don't want to forget things when I am older >.<
Things stop existing if no one remembers them... at least to humans they do... I think that was one of the points in '1984' right?
I will try to make it like a mini story and I will incorporate everything I remember 


Nostalgia Time

Characters:
Dina (me, female) age: 3-4 years old
Nedim (oldest cousin, male) 6-7 years old
Edin (younger brother, male obviously >.<) 2-3 years old
Mediha (Nedims younger sister, female obviously >.<) 4-5 years old


We, my mom, younger brother, and I, went to visit my uncle, my moms twin, in Saarbricken.  This of course happened when we still lived in Germany.  My oldest cousin had just gotten a Game Boy!!!  Him and my brother were playing with it and absolutely immersed in it's awe-someness.  I asked if I could get a turn and play next.  They said I could NOT!!!  It was called a Game BOY!!!  I am not a boy so i can't play...  I got sad and then angry.  I stomped off.  I went into the next apartment/room.  (totally not weird to leave the apartment/room and go into the next one because my grandma lived in the next apartment/room)  Mediha was there.  Mediha is very pretty.  She is tall and she has blond hair and so does Nedim.  Which is kinda weird because her dad, my uncle and my moms twin, has brown hair and their mom has brown hair as well.  My mom on the other hand is slightly albino and she has yellow hair.  My brother and I don't have blond hair.  We are supposed to be blondies kids, but my cousins have blond hair instead of us.  My mom always says they're blond like their aunt and that it's as if she's their mom >.<  Mediha also has large green eyes that my mom enjoys teasing her for.

Mediha suggested we should play barbies.  There were two Kens and two Barbies.  But one barbie was uglier, in my opinion >.<  She let me be the prettier barbie!! ^w^  I felt really happy.  At least one of my cousins is nice.

We played for a while.  We mainly played in our own little world separately.  But sometimes we would come together.  We even went rock climbing up the chair leg!  Mediha fell off!!! O.O  But thankfully her husband was there to catch her ^.^  phew... I didn't fall off once though XD  My husband and I came to the top first and the fastest >.<

Thursday, August 26, 2010

XD

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Well I got another blog XD
please check out→→→→→  www.youtube/user/Chalkgoop

Hmm... i probably need some kind of an introduction XD 

My name is Dina.  You can call me Sakura.  I aspire to be act in movies and on tv and to be a dancer ^w^
It isn't in my budget to afford an agent or to travel outside of my current city >.< considering I am only 15
Many people believe my dream is quite stupid to aspire toward because they think it's impossable because I am a muslim.  I dress like a muslim.  No... not the sterotypical muslim that only shows her eyes and that is exploding >.> or whatever people think muslims are... I am a normal 15 year old girl who dress modestly, who has a religion, and who has a dream.  I like wearing cute clothes btw ^.^ 
I am posting videos of my self dancing on youtube hoping to be found by somebody in the industry.  I can wear wigs. Well not mulitple wigs at once because that'd look weird and I only own one wig >.<
I am interested in Japan and Asian culture.  I am studying Japanese as well ^.^

I WANT TO PROVE PEOPLE WRONG!!!  I want to show them my dreams can come true! It doesn't matter what religion I am and what my current gross income is.  I don't want this Islamophobia to spread further because it is quite frankly, dumb.  I want to show people muslims are good people :D

muslim= a person who follows the 5 pillars of Islam (Shahada(sp?)), Prayer, Fasting during Ramadan if able, Giving money to the poor, and going to Hadj(mecca.. you know the place with the Kaba.. that black building) if possable
you also need to read the Kur'an (the musilm holy book) to be considered a muslim since the Kur'an is the book that guides you on how to live your life (well in the opinion of muslims all of over the world... I totally understand why the Kur'an wouldn't matter to some people, since they're not muslim and all XD)

Oh and I am white... yes.... contrary to popular belief...
this lady on the bus asked me once if I was muslim and then she asked me if I was white.... I am whiter than you are lady >.<  you had a very nice tan...
But I am quite sure I am a white European

wow that was a long entry XD  no one is gonna read it anyway T.T sad :(
Well I will hopefully keep posting and maybe in the future when I am famous I can read my blog entries and see what I was like when I was a teenager in America ^w^

Good job if you read all of that XD